in the living room

Why do they call it a living room, do they or maybe did do alot of living in this type of room? I guess i am not with it. I don't live i just exciste.I have only a couple of in real life friends and i have several online friends. I guess i like it that way since i am not going out to make IRL friends. I am holding on to the ones that mean alot to me. I have my family, Jesse and his family i think that is all i need. If i lose Jesse i am just going to be single and alone the rest of my life. I don't want anyone if i can't have Jesse. I think we are fine right now. There is nothing happening to make me think there is something wrong. IT will be better once i go back to work and we get back on a schudle. On which nights i am staying here in Sharon or in White River. I should take some time tomorrow and go down to the apartment and get some more of my stuff. Well i am going to go and take meds and think about going to bed.